I unbelievably regret not having known you. It's my own fault, I know. I did the wrong thing not reciprocating your feelings back and instead of you, I went to a condescending, scornful moron who kind of made me lose my house, quit my job, well of course, on the pretext of looking for a better job, but not wasting any minute not to throw that into my face: The very bitter fact that I do not get paid at the moment.